How I Struggled With H0mos3xuality For More Than 9 Years

Coming forth in a time like this just to let you know that the power of God is still available to heal, save and deliver. 

When a lot of things are happening in our world now, things are fallen apart, children of God are been trapped with an erroneous living the society is trying to make them feel comfortable about in the name of way of life or lifestyle as they call it, perversions of different kinds are been perpetrated everyday, destinies are ruined, people die everyday without discovering their purpose of existence or imparting their generation.

This testimony is coming forth not to undermine anyone's belief but for as many that still have a conscience that desired a change and knows too well that no matter what the media, Internet, friends, or the supreme court is trying to make you settle for, God desire we repent even as this testimony is dedicated to stir a fresh faith and hope in the possibility of helping you come out.

The greatest testimony though is the testimony of Jesus ( No one can take it away from Him)

I was born in a family of 5 guys no girl and I happened to be the 4th. I came from a Christian home and I have a disciplined parents that was so protected of their children. They wouldn't wanna see you and any lady at odd hour or any come looking for you at home for no good reason, they'd send her back.(wouldn't blame them anyway)-I wasn't given sex education as was supposed though.

It all happened that when I was growing up (though had a scanty knowledge of what i was doing and how it all began) in my early teen, I use to have this kind of funny play with my peers that will always lead to the comparison of our d**k's as to whose is bigger and stuffs like that (sometimes we tell each other to make it stand as to ascertain the size).

That was how i keep growing up and normally watching porn with an older guy living in the same compound that was teaching me how to have my way around our house maids, which I actually did. Other things happen that I can't list verbatim here because of the length of the write up.

It dawned on me what this gay thing was all about in my SS3 ( we were preparing for WAEC-2004), so was in the library reading with a close friend that I never knew had knowledge of this gay thing. I knew his parents and do visit him at home.

so on that day we were reading, at a point we were pressed and decided to go convenience outside (at an open farm land though), on the process he started looking at my d**k, and told me it's big. We laughed over it though I felt a little hard on and mused over it as we went back inside the library.

Few minutes/hr later he asked me to escort him home to get something because his house was a stone throw from the school, which i did innocently, not having anything in mind or knowing he was up to something funny.

on getting to their house there was no one home, he opened the door and I stepped in first, he came in after me and bolted the door. i was still standing up and backing him when he grabbed me from the back(he's a little bigger than I though). I was like asking him what's that and trying to loosen his grip off me, and he was like i should be quiet. i was like for what? I tried struggling myself out of his hands and on the process he was reaching out for my manliness at the same time (he actually got hold of it).

After a little struggle I had a hard on, and I relaxed, he laid me on their couch and wanked me.